CINTA HATIKU

CINTA HATIKU

Friday, 26 June 2009

Ex-AIB Team




Today's farewell dinner was fun..Sheree, Michelle and Ryan..Antara rakan2 rapatku in EY..we were together for a job once and we just 'click' since then..This dinner has brought us together again..Yelar, susah nak jumpe masing2 kat ofis..kat client je memanjang..

Somehow, we just can share anything..these are the ears that have been listening to my rants and umpatan..haha..They make my life easier there..Susah hati or mara, just pick up the phone and call anyone of them..

Manhattan Fish Market, Midvalley..Thank you guys..Another good memory to be added with the rest..Keep in touch!

Thursday, 25 June 2009

Last day..

Today is my last day in EY..25 June 2009. Happy and sad at the same time..Will be having a farewell dinner today and another one tomorrow..

Banyak bende nak settle nih..Terlari2 ku ke sana ke sini menyettlekan bende..Sedih lak nak tinggalkan dibah (drama je ni)..rakan ku yang ku selalu susahkan..haha..

Dibah, nasib baik mu ade..kalu tak, susah gak ku nak survive pas bersalin nih..haha..Mu le tempat ku mengadu domba..(cheh, drama lagi) dan selalu membuatku menambah berat badan, sebab asik makan je ngan mu ni..

Goodbye EY..(ku berjalan keluar sambil tersenyum2 dan melompat2 kegirangan)

Tuesday, 23 June 2009

Heaven of Food

Went back to Chini last weekend..it was a last minit decision. We'll be attending a friend's wedding on Sunday in Jengka, so we thought why not we balik kampung..Seronok gaks..Hehe..

Mak mentuaku (mek) menjual..Kedai dah dipindahkan ke depan rumah..wahh! heaven gile makan..ku makan tak ingat dunia..mana taknye, sume bende kesukaanku (ape je yang aku tak suke?)..

nasi lemak

nasi dagang

laksam

mihun/mee sup

pisang goreng

keledek goreng

Erm..banyak tak?mane tak ku makan banyak..kenyang pun leh makan lagi..dan lagi..dan lagi..
Ku yakin, kalau duduk lelame kat Chini tu, ku pasti, ku ulang ye, ku PASTI akan gemuk!haha!

Tuesday, 16 June 2009

ABAH


Abah..

Mase kecik dulu mama kate abah yang tukarkan pampers anak2 die..kalu buang air, abah yang cebokkan..x kesah la kat mane pun..Abah tak pernah kesah..

Mase kecik dulu mama kate kalau anak2 die nangis tak henti2, abah yang pujuk..kalu die rase ade ‘bende’ yang kacao, die yang halau ‘bende’ tu..Abah tak pernah kesah..

Mase kecik dulu mama kate kalu anak2 abah selsema, hidung tersumbat, abah yang sedutkan sebab tak sanggup tengok anak2 die susah bernafas..Abah tak pernah kesah..

Dah besar ni, kalu pasal education anak2 abah, die tak pernah kesah nak keluarkan duit..even if the book harge sampai almost RM300.."Anything for my children as long as result bagus"..Abah tak pernah kesah..

Dah besar ni, kalu pasal makan, ajak je ke mane2 abah mesti kate jom! "Boleh jer..Nak makan ape?" Abah tak pernah kesah..

Tapi kadang2 dah besar ni, k.long tercakap kasar ngan abah, termarah abah, termasam muke ngan abah and kekadang merungut bile abah suruh buat bende..Kadang2 mara sebab rase abah still layan k.long cam budak kecik..Abah terlupe that I’ve grown up and I’m capable of making my own decision..Kadang2 mara sebab I have no say in making decision..

But whatever it is, I know that what abah did and will do, is for the best of me and because he loves me so much..He loves all his kids so much and always tries to give everything we want.

Abah nampak je macam garang but hatinye sangat lembut..He seems like someone who never accept others opinion but he’ll listen if we approach him the right way..Trust me, I know my abah..He’s the GREATEST!

HAPPY FATHER’S DAY ABAH. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

11 JUNE 2009

11 june 2009..My 25th birthday..I received my birthday present from my hubby a few days earlier. A handbag with a matching purse from Carlo Rino..Sgt chantek and I love it..Thank you sayang! And as if that was not enough, I received a big bouquet of roses and a card on the day of my Bday..Thanks again dear..

This year, my Bday was a bit different for me. I actually tried to imagine how my mum gave birth to me 25 years a go..Having an experience of my own, I concluded that Bday is not only a day full of celebration for yourself, but it is also a day to remember that on that day, your mum struggled and suffered the pain of giving birth..And I think we should thank them for that..(cheh, aku tak buat pun..lupe)haha!

I hope I'm wiser.

I hope I will be a better wife.

I hope I will be a better Mama.

I hope I will be a better daughter.

I hope I will be a better sister.

I hope I will be a better friend.

I hope for the best for me and others around me.

I'll try and I'll pray that all these will come true.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME!

O.P.T.I.O.N.S

Dah nak blah pun still tak relax2 lagi..Sometimes macam buat keje bodoh pun ade..the same thing over and over again..the demand is unreasonable and the expectation is ridiculous.Penat la..

Keputusan aku...

Betul!

Tepat!

Terbaik!

Yes, I've been criticised and stabbed before but I accept it. Just sucked it in and swallowed it sudah..nak ambik hati pun tak gune..Orang yang terlalu banyak criticised orang lain ni selalunye nak cover kelemahan diri sendiri and terase diri terlalu bagus..

We all have options..Jangan kate "takleh la..." "have to..." "xde choice"

Guess what wey..we DO have a choice.We DO have options..a better one..but we always tend to "buat2 tak nampak"..And when others pilih to go for the options, kite kritik!

Korang tu yang loser sebab selalu gune alasan2 diatas..pastu nak kritik orang..Options ade but nak pilih yang nyusahkan diri sendiri gak. too bad..

I choose Qis..I choose Sani..I choose my family above anything.

And even more, I choose my life over the endless work!

Monday, 8 June 2009

Tagged

Myn- mayat menari, tagged saya.Jawapan saya adalah seperti berikut..


1. Apa perasaan sekarang?
- happy..sebab nak resign dah..but stress jugak, sebab still banyak keje!


2. Saya nak makan :
Fish n Chips cam kat Australia tu...sedap bangat!


3. Saya tak suka :
- orang yang judgemental (amik ayat dirah)


4. Impian saya :
- nak jadi full time housewife!not exactly 'fulltime' coz I'd love to open a cafe and at the same time I have all the time in the world for my kids!Sayang, cepat la kaya!


5. Haiwan yang saya tidak suka :
-LIPAS!


6. Saya harapkan :
- tomorrow is better than today and yesterday

7. Jika boleh diputarkan masa :
- i would love to hug my brother Angah again..even if its just for a minute..And tell him, how I wish baby Qis can get to know him.

8. Saya pada 10 tahun akan datang :
- sama macam mynn and dirah; 35 tahun! i don't mind, hopefully will be happier and wiser :)


9. Handphone saya adalah sebuah :
- alat untuk call and sms. on 24-7


10. Saya pernah berchenta sebanyak :
-sekali! dengan Sanizabri Awang. My hubby now!


11. Saya suka pada :
- orang yang tak fake!


12. Kawan-kawan saya :
- fun and crazy


13. Pernah dikhianati?
- pernah..


14. Apa yang anda hendak lakukan terhadap orang yang mengkhianati anda?
- x kesah..what goes around comes around


15. Senaraikan 8 orang untuk di tag :
- anyone who's interested to do this, please go on..

Thursday, 4 June 2009

Wah, berdrama kite!

Hari ini kerje agak stress..Kesian tengok Adibah and Siddique (cheh, suke2 aku ubah ejaan name die)..kul 8 pagi tadi baru balik keje dari malam tadi..gilos la..kalu aku single and takde anak, semestinye aku tolong sekali..but I have Qis waiting for me at home..lambat sikit je balik dah terbayang muke die..I cnn't help it..Sorry you guys..and thanks for being so understanding.

Wah, drama..Ngan korang ni memang asik berdrama..kite lah pengarah, kitelah pelakon..haha..kelass gitu..

But it helps to reduce the stress.In fact it help a lot to have this kind of colleague in an engagement..Orang yang macam ni yang buat aku berat hati nak tinggalkan EY..Tapi xpe..tinggalkan EY tak semestinye tinggalkan kengkawan disana..wah, berdrama lagi!

Baik aku berenti, kang tak sudah dramanye..

P/S : Siddique, rugi ko takde kat client hari ni..Dibah drama ngan action2 sekali hari ni..kuhik,kuhik..

Wednesday, 3 June 2009

P.a.n.g.k.o.r

Went to Pangkor last weekend with the Hubby, Baby Qis and my family..It was great..Never thought that we would be that much excited bout the holiday..The fact that we have baby Qis with us this time makes it even more interesting..Semue tak sabar nak pergi bercuti..

I was so eager to bring Qis to swim..I bought her Floaties (pelampung untuk baby)..Siap nak cari baju mandi lagi (bikini) but tak jumpe..She looks so cute in the Floaties..the moment her legs touches the water, she starts kicking..The excitement in her eyes and her smile, that was precious..

Snorkelling, banana boat ride, jetski..u name it, we did it..Pangkor Island Beach Resort was not bad at all..Air laut pun cantik but Pulau Perhentian's beach is better..So here's a bit of the memories to share..








Qis was so great during the holiday.Tak banyak ragam and she was in "Holiday' mood as well.Sayang anak mama..Good girl!