29/12/2007, a date to remember..

Getting ready..

With my fiance..

With my wonderful friends

Wanie..

The gilaness..Dirah..

To those who were not invited, don't get me wrong..It's not that I don't want to invite but it's just a small ocassion.I promise I will invite ya'll for my big day..Kalu ade yang kecil hati, I am so sorry..So this entry was meant to share the happy day..

Move aside 2007! Welcome 2008..

2007 is so history tomorrow..It's new year, new journey, new wishes, new determination and new chapter..Hopefully this year will be a better one for all of us.A year of joy, luck, and happiness. I certainly hope this new year to be a good one with lots of good things and of course MONEY!!haha..Work will always be the same and in fact I can tell you that it will be worst but apart from that, 2008 is a year I've been waiting and looking forward for..I will be shifting to a new chapter of my life, Insyallah..

So guys, Happy New Year and I wish you a good and prosper year next year.To those who are still sitting for ACCA exams, Good Luck! To those who strive for a better life, don't give up! To those who still lead a life none other than bitching others day and night,GET A LIFE! To those who are still searching for Mr Perfect, open your eyes wider coz sometimes wut you are looking for is in front of you and to those who think doing nothing is a perfect life (lepak2 habiskan duit mak bapak), please get a brain surgery! Haha..

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

P/S

Dirah : May this year be a better one for you.I wish you all the happiness in the world coz you deserve it and you will always be considered as my little sister forever!

Myn: I wish you all the happiness in the world as well and may you have a happy, joyful year and always remember that I will always be your friend (yang selalu mengacau hidup anda)..haha..

Wani: Cik Wani, if you happen to read this entry, I wish you a prosper and wonderful new year and may you find Mr Perfect this year.Remember to introduce to me once you find one for screening k!haha..

Give me an A.U.D.I.T..SUCKS!

I've been thinking bout the job I'm doing now..I still couldn't find a reason to agree that it's worth it..Yeah, it does give hell loads of exposures but that's it.I've been considering to go somewhere else but here I am, doing what I've been doing for the past 10 months still.This is where the image of Barisan Nasional's punye lambang tu (penimbang) comes into the picture, weighing between leaving or staying..I will be merunguting one night, telling my freinds how I can't stand the job and how depressed I was but I will be fine the next day, doing the same thing, the same procedures that I was bitching about last night..weird huh?..welcome to the other side of my life...

I had too much of audit already..somebody please get me out of here!

This thing called LOVE..

L.O.V.E

Everyone has different opinion when it comes to love..Some find that love is important and some even find love menyusahkan. You might not agree with me, but throughout this few years, I found that love is a journey of discovering your strength and weaknesses and also getting to know yourself more that sometimes, you never thought you are capable of doing such thing. Love does turns someone into a more mature person but this does not applies to everyone, not to i'm-always-right kind of person.

Throughout this few years, I have learnt that everyone has a different type of love story in their life and trust me, I have witnessed a few intresting one and eventhough it's not mine to bother, somehow you can't avoid it. The funny thing in life is, sometimes the things that taught you about life are not those which involved you, but its the things that happened to people around you.

Well, I have my own love story which might be intresting to some people but boring to others. Looking back, there are things that I wish I can change and there are moments that I wish to happen again.Along the way, I have discovered my strength and weaknesses, I get to know more about my love and I get to learn that I have a few friends that will always be there for me no matter what. Those who won't judged me for the path that I chosed but won't keep shut if they think what I did was wrong and I am thankful and blessed for that.

There was ups and downs in my love story and there was once, I almost lost my faith in love but sometimes you have to listen to what your heart says.Everything happens for a reason and life is not always a bed of roses.I learned that love is about give and take, it's about accepting differences and weaknesses, it's about forgiving, it's about letting go of the past, it's about discovering yourself, it's about being a better person and believing that you deserve the best in love.

I know that some were dissapointed with the decision I made in life especially on my relationship and I can totally understand why. I know people talk behind my back but it doesn't bothers me at all. I thank those who has been really understanding and supportive to me eventhough I know they do feel disappointed as well (deep inside la..) and I know they love me and only want the best for me. At the end of the day, it's my life's that I'm deciding and I know my decision now dictates the life I will lead in future but you can never know about it and can only hope for the best and of course berusaha from now.Life is about taking chances and failure is not the end of everything coz sometimes, it can be a start of something..

I will be getting engaged soon and I hope and pray that starting from now, we both will be more mature in making decisions and stronger in facing obstacles..Insyallah..

updates..updates..

• I hope it is not too late for me to wish Selamat Hari Raya to all my friends..It is almost two month since I update my blog aite?Well, too bad coz the 'peak month' of audit has just arrived..so practically I will be busy until the next April..My raya celebration is just biase. This year I had to give out duit raye as I have started working..Seriously, why can't the rule applies only when we get married..Why can't i still get my duit raye..I spent about RM1000 for this year duit raye!Bukan merungut, but actually I kinda like the feeling when I give out duit raye to my siblings and my cousins as well as anak2 buah..(yang kecik2 je la)..Yela..bile diorang look at me and say 'thank you kak long' with a big smile on their faces..hehe..
• Went to Zana's open house...Dirah and the bf, Elly, Shigim, Myn and the bf ,Bad, Asrul and Ina and a few other.. Had fun walau pun jumpe kejap je..I didn't make it for the PD trip..I wish I was there but had things to do..Sorry Dirah dear..Dengan mynn pun tak dapat nak hang out..Sorry ye cik myn..Nasib baik awak jumpe jalan ke rumah Zana..Kalu tak,tak jumpe langsung le kite..Sorry i didn't go to mid..I'm sorry the lunch tak jadi..Seriously cik myn, don ever2 trust an auditor..they always broke their promises..haha..Anyway, make sure you can get back here for my wedding..
• I really miss Dirah rite now...lots of things to tell her..yeah, i know..handphone ade..but there are some things I prefer to tell her face to face..I have many friends..but only a few of them are close friends..Some of them are special to me..and I hope that this frenship that we have will continue to grow and last forever no matter what..hehe..jiwang lak..Seriously, eventhough we seldom hang out or seldom meet,don get me wrong, it's not that I don want to but somehow ade je bende nak buat..And sometimes,I'm just too lazy to go out sebab my work is like h*** and maybe that is just me..
• I'm a bit busy this month and next month..my work plus my engagement end of December..Ni belum real wedding lagi nih..Next year lagi worst..peak season of auditing plus my wedding?I'm so gonna need a wedding planner!!911!!Cik Dirah, sudikah anda menjadi wedding planner tak bertauliah saye?haha..well, hopefully everything goes as planned..
• Started buying the hantaran slowly..hehe..spotted a nice and just the perfect ring for my engagement..thank you dear..Found a perfect package for my engagement..Hopely everything goes well..Insyallah..

Lastly, Selamat makan Marukku!hehe..

SELAMAT BERPUASA!

The title says it all.So Selamat berpuase everybody!Semoga mendapat keberkatan di bulan yang mulia ini..


p/s: cik dirah, kite mesti bukak pose sesame satu hari tau..wajib!miz u gile!

Bla..bla..bla..(tak tau nak letak tajuk ape)

I had a blast holiday.Took leave for 3 days so 5 days of holiday (from work) including weekend.

I'm unassigned (it means I am not assigned to any engagement for now).Seronok pun ye,boring pun ye jugak coz all day duduk ofis buat bodoh..haha..

Akhirnye went to spent a nite at Dirah's house after a few times tak jadi and of course,gossips...gossips...all nite...(actually not all nite la sebab pukul 12.20 camtu I dah lelap..)

Find this in one of my girlfren's blog 'nobody should ever make you feel like s**t and that you don't deserve better'.I concur!Nobody should and never ever allow it to happen coz they will pijak your kepale once they realized they have succeeded in making u feel that way.So,it's quite important to have good frens around you to help you see things that we can't see..

Finally, I'm officially booked!

Adios!

My Favourite...

I curi this idea from one of my friend's blog (thanks Julie dear!)

My favourite smell

Polo Black (for men) and bau daun kari...Ahhhhh..

My favourite sleeping position

'Mengiring'..Erm..what do you call that in English?I really tak ingat la..

My favourite animal

It has to be cat! Tapi malangnye,I'm so alergic to them..But I love cats so much that sometimes I tend to forget that I'm alergic to their furrrr,to be precised..Miss Bina and Fab!

My favourite house

Gotta be the Pandan Perdana house.Why?Coz of the people living in it sampe I think that house is for Orang Sakit Jiwe..haha..We had hell of a time!

My favourite drama

Should I mention this?Or more to repeat this?Haha!Drama 'Maafkan Aku' (with a bit of a stunt where the hero hantuk kepale haha) staring Dirah and *ttuutt*.haha..Jangan mara eh kakak..Luv u!

My favourite time of the day

Balik keje awal..

My favourite voice

Those I love..especially mase ngah tension, and they call me to cheer me up..

My favourite season

Musim buah..langsat..rambutan..manggis..durian..Jangan jeles ye Julie!haha..

My favourite event

Family holiday!

My favourite moment

Hmmmm..I'll keep this to myself for now k..

My favourite line

Ngomong sama tangan!haha..