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Let it be

Hi peeps,

I'm still in my confinement period.Not so much things to do.After all, orang selalu pantang ade baby nak jage..Me? I only have to take care of my self..No baby cries, no late nights berjage or what not.

No worries, I'm ok..Lesser time spent termenung and lesser time spent crying now..I have to look forward and get over it.but that doesn't mean I have forgotten my daughter.She'll always be in my heart.

I was in a store earlier this week with Qis, my mum and my sister.Yes, awal sikit dah mule keluar rumah.Kalau orang tua mesti bising kan?ok, back to my story..Suddenly worker kedai tu tanye:

Anak akak sorang je ke?

Terkedu. I just don't know what to answer..but having a few other workers and customers looking at me waiting for an answer, I nodded slowly and moved away. Bukan menidakkan aku ade lagi sorang anak but I prefer not to talk about it..

Once you tell them the story, they will start asking and seeking for answers. Itu yang aku taknak..Kang dah macam storry teller pulak kat situ. Plus tak suke nak tengok muke kesian orang..

Let it be a story known by those who knows me. Let it be.

Qaisara, tunggu mama di pintu syurga...

Salam..

dear friends, saya telah selamat bersalin pada 20/03/2011 yang lalu..unfortunately, I lost my baby..Allah lebih sayangkan bayi kami..A cute baby girl @ 3.4kg and 58cm we named Arissa Qaisara Sani binti Sanizabri..

Yes, its tough but we are fine, Alhamdulillah..Kami redha dengan pemergiannya dan ujian yang Allah beri ini.Bukan rezeki kami dan kami percaya ada hikamh disebalik ape yang terjadi ni..

Doakan kami kuat menghadapi dugaan ini dan doakan yang terbaki buat saya, suami dan Qistina.Moga dimurahkan rezeki pada masa hadapan..

A note to Qaisara dari mama:

Qaisara,
9 bulan mama kandungkan Qaisara. Tak pernah terlintas dalam fikiran mama yang Qaisara akan pergi tinggalkan mama selepas 9 bulan dalam sekelip mata je..

Mama masih ingat tendangan dan gerakan Qaisara sebelum mama dibedah..Are you struggling dear?I hope not..Mama minta maaf sayang..I wish I knew..but Kuasa Allah mengatasi segala-galanya..

Tak sempat mama dengar tangisan dan rengekan Qaisara..Tak sempat mama susukan Qaisara..Tak sempat mama lihat mata Qaisara terbuka..

Tapi mama puas sebab mama sempat tatap and cium anak mama..Biarlah sekejap je mama dapat belai2 Qaisara..Sekejap je mama dapat peluk2 anak mama..Mama puas sayang..

Mama redha dengan pemergianmu sayang..Qaisara bukan hak mama..Allah lebih sayangkan Qaisara..Tunggu mama dan abah di pintu syurga ye sayang..

Takkan pernah mama and abah lupakan Qaisara..You will always be our second daughter, Arissa Qaisara Sani..Damailah kamu di sana anakku..

Al-fatihah..

Qis @ 23months..

Saje je nak tepek gambar Cik Qis saya..lame tak letak gambar die sini..ni mase percutian Cherating-Kuantan mase chinese new year hari tu...enjoy!

Qis memang tak takot air..

kepenatan lepas swimming

Cik kak cari sape tu???

ma,pakai senduk lagi senang nak makan...

Counting Days...

fuuuuuuuuhhhhh...fuuuuuuhhhhhh..sorry yer..nak tiup habuk2 kat blog ni sat..lame bebenor ghupenye tak update....siap ade tahi cicak sekali..hehe..

well, nak buek camno..banyak bebonar bondo nak buek eh..*datang mood nogori jap*

Next week start audit..jeng,jeng,jeng..harapnye tak terbersalin lagi mase tu...hari2 dok la usap perut cakap ngan baby "tunggu minggu lagi satu yer baru kuar sayang...mama ade one last task to do..."

Yes, I'm counting days je nih..tak sabar nak bersalin sebab nak tgk baby and dah penat nak bawak badan..but at the same time,cuak memikirkan 'battle' tu nanti..

Doakan ku sampat mengadap auditor and dipermudahkan bersalin yer rakan-rakan..will update you guys later!!!

Ya Allah, kepadaMu ku berserah, Permudahkanlah aku bersalin...

toodles peeps!!

Alamaks, over budget la...

Renovation rumahku agak over budget sikit but still affordable..~sigh~..

Duit oh duit, kenapakah ko macam air??senang saja berlalu pergi..

Tapi rumah dah nak siap..x sabar nak masuk rumah baru..hari2 pergi tengok progress die..

And so far, I'm liking it!!Our own house, with our own, personal touch to it...puas hati.

Alhamdulillah..everything is according to plan so far...

rumah baru to welcome our new family member!!!

According to plan..

I have this strong feeling that Dec 2011 is coming sooner than I thought it would be..

Guess what? My 2011 calendar is pack with things-to-do up until November. Isn't that great?Well,at least I have a better idea of my days to come in 2011. The only thing is whether I can keep up to it..

My year started with hectic schedules of accounts,audit,training,admin stuffs and my house renovation in between.So far, I have been managing the stress well but the workload does take its toll on me given the fact that I'm now 8 months pregnant..

But alhamdulillah,nothing serious and I am coping well. None of the things above is complete yet but I'm hoping it will before I give birth to my second baby.*rubbing my big,round tummy*

and I think I will be doing a lot of things from home even when I am 'dalam pantang'..

Company trip..

and ISO audit..

and more admin stuff..

and training..

and year end holiday..

and God knows what more waiting for me to organize and complete...

Ya Allah, give me strength to deal with all this..

For now, I'm looking forward for my next holiday end of this month. Cuti-cuti Malaysia of course since travelling by airplane is not a wise option at this stage of pregnancy..

Relaxing and rejuvenating are all I need now....I can almost smell the ocean and...eerrr...ikan bakar?*wink*

toodles peeps!

Demam Drama Korea!!!

Boys Before Flower and Playfull Kiss..Baru je abis tengok 2 citer Korea ni...sibuk2 pun sempat curi mase nak tengok malam2 or weekend...I tell you,citer Korea ni berhantu..kalau dah mule tengok,asik teringat je selagi tak abis...tu yang malas nak mule..

Well,ibu mengandung ni tersangatlah berkenannye tengok pelakon dalam citer ni...Kim Hyun Joong..Actor/Singer..Adoi..mude lagi budak ni ghupenye..24yrs old..ingatkan lagi tue dari aku..but anyways,i like his character in both of the drama..Ni ha gambar die..


Xde la hensem sgt tapi manis dan sedap dipandang dan jambu..Kalau hensem tu Cik Abe, cinta hati saye...hehehe...Siap cakap kat hubby, 'Abe,nanti anak kite ni keluar cakap Korea kot..sebab ayang ngah gile Korea ni..suke tengok muke Hyun Joong ni..mane tau kenan ke nanti..'hehehe...sengih je cik abe ku..

Anyway my beloved sayang..if you happen to read this, Abe tetap pujaan hati ayang yang bisa buatku angau sentiase..hehe..it's just kalau lepas tengok cite korea camni la jadiinye...syndrome 'angau korea' tu datang..hahaha...

Nasib baik dapat hubby sporting kan?Okla, ni dalam proses mendownload lagu cite Boys Over Flowers..I like some of its songs..

Kalau minat cite Korea make sure tgk k...

Toodles peeps!!