I'm blessed.

Alhamdulillah Qairina is now 6months old! so far semua dipermudahkan..she is as cheerful and jovial as her sister Qistina. x leh bayangkan bile Qairina dah boleh cakap..pening la kepale mama..but hey ain, jangan banyak sangat complain..tang sape yang banyak mulut tu?hahahahaha..my hubby will say *yang penting bukan abe!*..yes i know that sayang!

 My lovely Qistina with her new haircut!

 dah boleh merangkak ya'll and sit as well..

 both my cinta hati..

loving sister..penyek qairina tu syg!

Ni lah dua penyeri hidup mama tika abahnye outstation..hihi..i can't imagine my life without them..sunyi je rasenye..so kadang x paham bile tgk ade mother yang x kesah anak tu ade ke tak dalam idup die..sebab mengejar cinta dunia dan nafsu..ishk, x pahamlah how can a mom sanggup mcm tu..coz I once met this kind of person.and I pity her sebab pendek akal.

 Ya Allah, jauhkanlah aku dari sifat begitu.Jadikanlah aku isteri yang terbaik untuk suamiku, dan ibu yang terbaik untuk anak-anakku- amanahMu ini..

Love u both my cutiepies!

P/S: stumble upon this saying by Ustaz Azhar Idrus..So true indeed..

Ketika anda ingin melepaskan seseorang, ingatlah pada saat anda ingin mendapatkannya. Ketika anda mula tidak mencintainya, ingatlah saat pertama anda jatuh cinta kepadanya. Ketika anda mula bosan dengannya, ingatlah selalu saat terindah bersamanya. Ketika anda ingin menduakannya, ingatlah bahawa dia selalu setia kepadamu. Ketika anda ingin membohonginya, ingatlah dia telah jujur kepadamu~ khusus buat suami dan isteri..~

Counting Days...

fuuuuuuuuhhhhh...fuuuuuuhhhhhh..sorry yer..nak tiup habuk2 kat blog ni sat..lame bebenor ghupenye tak update....siap ade tahi cicak sekali..hehe..

well, nak buek camno..banyak bebonar bondo nak buek eh..*datang mood nogori jap*

Next week start audit..jeng,jeng,jeng..harapnye tak terbersalin lagi mase tu...hari2 dok la usap perut cakap ngan baby "tunggu minggu lagi satu yer baru kuar sayang...mama ade one last task to do..."

Yes, I'm counting days je nih..tak sabar nak bersalin sebab nak tgk baby and dah penat nak bawak badan..but at the same time,cuak memikirkan 'battle' tu nanti..

Doakan ku sampat mengadap auditor and dipermudahkan bersalin yer rakan-rakan..will update you guys later!!!

Ya Allah, kepadaMu ku berserah, Permudahkanlah aku bersalin...

toodles peeps!!

I'm sorry my lil' princess..

Masuk hari ni dah almost 2 minggu Qis dah stop susu badan. I had to stop it sebab each time die minum mesti rase lemah and nak pitam..told you this pregnancy is a bit different..kesian kat Qis..mase nak try stopkan tu,meleleh lah air mate ni..puas letak colgate,kopi and asam jawa bagai..

Nasib baik Qis tak menangis melalak nak jugak susu badan..it actually helps me a bit..sebab mama die ni yang terlebih sedih..The feeling of nak 'cerai susu' tu saddens me.Mane taknye,all this while, balik je kerja or each time die nak susu,punye la excited cari mama die..and that feeling when I have her close to me,takleh nak describe.sangat precious..Orang yang nyusu badan anak die mesti paham what I'm talking about ni..Tu yang bile nak cerai susu,takot sgt lepas ni x dapat nak rase tu semue..

My husband would tell me "la ayang ni, mesti la still same..ayg kan mama die..jgn pikir bukan2..you will only make this more difficult for the both of you." and its true,Qis akan sedih bile mama die sedih..

So there it is, I managed to fully breastfeed Qistina for 1 year and 5 months..I wish dapat buat sampi Qis 2 tahun but I just couldn't..My current condition won't let me..

To busyuk mama Arissa Qistina Sani,mama minta maaf sgt2 sebab terpaksa buat macam ni...Mama sayang Qis tau.you will always be my princess....*ishk,tulih ni pun leh wat genang air mata**lap cepat2 nanti org nampak*.

Ok,nanti nak cite pulak ape jadi lepas Qis putus susu..la ni nak pi wat kerja sat..

toodles peeps!

This time,its different!

Hello peeps!

It has been a while eh?I've been wanting to update this blog but I failed each time I tried.Almost everyday I would signed in but ended up nothing..blurr..mood tu tak datang nak mengupdate..

Ok,remember my last entry?The one where I said I'm so happy..Well,I guess by now some of you might have known it or have guess it correctly.Yes, I am pregnant with baby no 2!I think its almost 7 weeks now.Yeah,still early.

Remember I once mentioned that I have a big plan from July onwards? Well, this is the PLAN!I planned to get pregnant again but not until July..Sebab before that nak dok jalan sane sini..And so far,plan ku menjadi..*wink*.Alhamdulillah..

I guess we are ready for another addition to the family.By the time I give birth to this baby,Qistina is 2 years old dah..Dah boleh jadi kakak and agak paham bahasa maybe..huhu..
Well, my hubby always called her 'The Leader' coz we somehow ade this feeling that she will be the leader in everything that her siblings do..Anak sulung memang camtu kot..*cube men-defend diri sendiri*

Pregnancy kali ni mencabar sikit..Lebih sikit loya-loyanya,muntah-muntahnya,pening-peningnya...Makan pun xde selera sgt..Nasi lagi tak mahu..a bit different from last pregnancy..Setiap kali macam nak mengeluh,mesti terpikir, macam mane lah orang yang teruk morning sickness die tu eh?

Aku yang sikit2 ni pun dah rase xbest and rimas apatah lagi orang yang x boleh makan langsung and hanya mampu melepek je sebab loya bagai..Tengah makan,datang ler loyanye tetiba..puas menahan from vomitting.Kengkadang tu ku sumbat je dalam mulut..n tahan jer..

Sungguh rimas bile camni sebab nak makan susah,nak buat kerja pun susah..yang kesian nak melayannya en hubby lah..Nasib baik En Hubby ku sabar melayan..Kengkadang dipicit2 kepala yang fenin nih..huhu..Lebiu abe!Thank you!

Ape2 pun,I just hope for the best..Doa agar Allah permudahkan jugak pregnancy kali ni dan sentiase melingdungi kandungan ini serta mamanye of course!..Sentiase fikir this is part of dugaan untuk ibu2 mengandung..Orang kate,if pregnancy kali ni lain from last one, jantinanya pun lain..yeke?

Tak kesah pun kuar baby Girl or Boy,yang penting sihat and montel-comel..Insyallah..

Toodles peeps!

Tiada susu sebaik susu ibu..

Caution:Please read with an open mind..

Was browsing through www.susuibu.com yesterday and I came across one of the gazillions forums that caught my attention ..

"Statement2 paling tak masuk akal tentang bf"

I read a few of the stories posted by the mommies and I am freakin' pissed off..The reasons given by those I'm-too-modern-to-breastfeed-my child mommies was LAME and I feel disgusted..

"I malas la nak selak2 baju.." (selak baju untuk hubby tak malas lak?)

"Susah la nak perah2 ni" (bangun malam nak buat susu lagi leceh)

"Bagi susu nanti anak manja" (baby is supposed to be manja..it's all bout bonding remember?)

"You ni mesti pemalas nak bancuh susu untuk anak..that's why u breastfeed" (WTF?)

These are some of the reasons..Ya Allah...ceteknye pemikiran and pengetahuan..dalam Al-Quran pun sebut, susu ibu adalah yang terbaik untuk anak2..But reading through all the lame excuses, some of it even macam mengutuk ibu2 yang bagi susu badan..

HELLO! dah la tak bagi anak susu badan (tu ikut suka hang la), ni berani pulak nak mengutuk orang yang breastfeed baby die? WHAT A SHAME! dengkelnye otak tu!Sangat2 memalukan..

To all the breastfeeding mommies out there..banyak2 la bersabar dengan orang2 macam ni..yang penting we know what is best for our children..Keep up the good work!

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