Saya rindu Shah Pekan..

Form 2 with our cikgu kelas.baju biru kat tengah tu cikgu kelasku..hencem tak?

2 jasa.mase ni mesti nak mule cuti sekolah..

Sukan MSSD sekolah.siape sangka jejaka kat belah kanan gambar tu jadi suamiku sekarang..huhu..

Saya selalu rindu nak pergi sekolah balik. Sometimes teringat kenangan mase sekolah tu..bestnyer..I'd say one of the best memories I have with me. I had so much fun back in school.

Sekolah Sains Sultan Haji Ahmad Shah Pekan. That was my school and I am one of its proud student.

Tambahnye lagi, En Hubby jugak satu sekolah ngan saya dulu.lagi la menjadi kalau terkenang.terkekek2 la kami gelak bile cite balik pasal sekolah.Well, he has his side of the story and so do I!So when we put the pieces together, banyak sungguh cerite untuk diingat.

Haih seronoknye la mase sekolah..menari lagu hindustan dengan kakak dormku bagai..mase tu me form 3.bergonjeng je kejenye mase tu.I still remember, mase nak tinggalkan sekolah akhir tahun, I cried like crazy knowing I will not see them again (coz diorang dah form 5) after this.

So masing2 menangis je la berpeluk2 sesame sendiri.Kak Zety, kak Dayah, Kak Ase'. Thank you for the memories!

Hish kalau nak cite bab sekolah, memang sangat banyak!berjela2 pulak blog ni kang. I have to stop now.Kerje tak siap lagi ni nak berdondang sayang pulak dalam blog..

Darlings, pray me a safe journey for my holiday k!love ya'll!

I know how it feels..

My condolences to all the victims of the Alor Gajah road accidents..10.10.10..Again, this date is a date to remember.Happiness and joyful to some, yet bitter and sadness for others..

Redha and sabar is all I can say to the families of those who was involved in the accident.Although it is hard to accept the fact that they were gone,it is meant to be.Allah lagi sayangkan mereka..

I have been there.I have lost someone I love dearly to an accident. I know how it feels..Yes,it will be difficult the first few months or maybe years to others..but time will heal everything..Insyallah..

You will soon start to dig all the good memories you have with them and these memories will make you stronger..One fine day,you will be able to talk about these memories and laugh it out..

I missed my brother so much..semoga Allah cucuri rahmat ke atas mu, Angah..Kak Long rindu ko and I wish you were here with me coz Qis would have loved you so much.In fact, I bet you would be her favourite uncle.

Salam takziah kepada keluarga mangsa..

I'm sorry my lil' princess..

Masuk hari ni dah almost 2 minggu Qis dah stop susu badan. I had to stop it sebab each time die minum mesti rase lemah and nak pitam..told you this pregnancy is a bit different..kesian kat Qis..mase nak try stopkan tu,meleleh lah air mate ni..puas letak colgate,kopi and asam jawa bagai..

Nasib baik Qis tak menangis melalak nak jugak susu badan..it actually helps me a bit..sebab mama die ni yang terlebih sedih..The feeling of nak 'cerai susu' tu saddens me.Mane taknye,all this while, balik je kerja or each time die nak susu,punye la excited cari mama die..and that feeling when I have her close to me,takleh nak describe.sangat precious..Orang yang nyusu badan anak die mesti paham what I'm talking about ni..Tu yang bile nak cerai susu,takot sgt lepas ni x dapat nak rase tu semue..

My husband would tell me "la ayang ni, mesti la still same..ayg kan mama die..jgn pikir bukan2..you will only make this more difficult for the both of you." and its true,Qis akan sedih bile mama die sedih..

So there it is, I managed to fully breastfeed Qistina for 1 year and 5 months..I wish dapat buat sampi Qis 2 tahun but I just couldn't..My current condition won't let me..

To busyuk mama Arissa Qistina Sani,mama minta maaf sgt2 sebab terpaksa buat macam ni...Mama sayang Qis tau.you will always be my princess....*ishk,tulih ni pun leh wat genang air mata**lap cepat2 nanti org nampak*.

Ok,nanti nak cite pulak ape jadi lepas Qis putus susu..la ni nak pi wat kerja sat..

toodles peeps!

Worms?No problem!

Dulu kecik-kecik selalu ikut abah gi memancing.Pantang balik kg., mesti ajak gi rumah Mak Ngah nak mancing ikan talapia kat kolam die..

I can totally understand that feeling when a fish snap the bait off your mata kail..Excited gile!Those were the days and it has been a while..until last Saturday!

I finally get to go fishing again..Qistina pun ku angkut sekali..It's kinda family picnic/fishing with my hubby's family.My hubby's sister from Thailnd was visiting and since he had never meet her before (it's a long story and I don't even know half of it!) we decided to go back and spend some time with her.

Family outing a.k.a fishing was the most fun thing to do if you are in Chini coz I tell you, civilization (ok,maybe I'm being a bit dramatic!) is way beyond reach..1 hour of driving to civilization.(mase ni mesti korang dah geleng2 kepale sambil kate 'eleh,berlagak bandar')..well,I grew up in Kuala Lumpur,so blame Kuala Lumpur boleh?

It was hot tapi nasib baik petang tu sangat berangin..So Qistina and me dudukla ditepi tali air tu tengok abah memancing..Sabar menanti..Qistina has been a great supporter,clapping her hands each time her abah gets a fish.

Anak mama hebat!tak meragam walau panas (thanks to Mr Angin)..Time kacih sayang..and we brought back a handful of fishes..And my sister in law keeps on telling everybody how she was amazed to see me selambe je pegang cacing banyak2..hey,as long as bukan lipas,i'm ok with it.

The weekend was great..I get to know another sister-in-law from Thailand and Thank God she speaks Malay..Struggled a bit though,but I managed..

Cite sikit punye panjang kan?gambar satu pun xde..adoi..I wish I had brought my cam with me.Now I have no pic of us fishing and my sister in law..Deng!

Toodles peeps!

let go, start new!

It's only a few days away to 2010.A new year.A new chapter.Actually,same sets of dates but with a different year.So much can happen within a year but sometimes, we can only remember a few.And those few, are the most significant, most memorable to us.

2009 has been quite a year to me.

It's the year I gave birth to my first child.11 Mac 2009.An experience I would never forget.Sakitnye pun, saya takkan lupe..It's the year I become a mother, embarking to a new chapter of my life.Little I know about what would happen in the future but one thing I know now for sure, I will learn and try to be a good mother to my children.Insyallah.

It's the year I add another role to my daily life.I'm a daughter, a wife, a friend,someone's best friend, a sister, a worker and this year, I am officially adding in a new role, a mother. Imagine that. Trust me, this 'mother' role, will overrule your other roles most of the time.And I mean it!

So to my dear friends (you know who you are),walaupun saya tak selalu dapat hang-out sekali,you know you can always count on me for favours and advice.And thank you for your love and support.Terima kasih sebab memahami..

To my dear hubby, your continuos, endless love and support means so much to me.Terima kasih sebab sentiasa disisi ayang, through my ups and downs..May 2010 and future years be a better one for us.Semoga kite tabah and sabar menghadapi dugaan yang mendatang.May allah blessed us with love,more kids and prosperity.*wink*. I love you forever, every single day of forever hun!

So peeps, may 2010 be a better one for us all.Look forward and let go of the past.What is done can never be undone. So we made a mistake,but there's no need to dwell on it.Let go and prepare yourself for what's coming.

2010, bring it on!