To those who were not invited, don't get me wrong..It's not that I don't want to invite but it's just a small ocassion.I promise I will invite ya'll for my big day..Kalu ade yang kecil hati, I am so sorry..So this entry was meant to share the happy day..
2007 is so history tomorrow..It's new year, new journey, new wishes, new determination and new chapter..Hopefully this year will be a better one for all of us.A year of joy, luck, and happiness. I certainly hope this new year to be a good one with lots of good things and of course MONEY!!haha..Work will always be the same and in fact I can tell you that it will be worst but apart from that, 2008 is a year I've been waiting and looking forward for..I will be shifting to a new chapter of my life, Insyallah..
So guys, Happy New Year and I wish you a good and prosper year next year.To those who are still sitting for ACCA exams, Good Luck! To those who strive for a better life, don't give up! To those who still lead a life none other than bitching others day and night,GET A LIFE! To those who are still searching for Mr Perfect, open your eyes wider coz sometimes wut you are looking for is in front of you and to those who think doing nothing is a perfect life (lepak2 habiskan duit mak bapak), please get a brain surgery! Haha..
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
P/S Dirah : May this year be a better one for you.I wish you all the happiness in the world coz you deserve it and you will always be considered as my little sister forever!
Myn: I wish you all the happiness in the world as well and may you have a happy, joyful year and always remember that I will always be your friend (yang selalu mengacau hidup anda)..haha..
Wani: Cik Wani, if you happen to read this entry, I wish you a prosper and wonderful new year and may you find Mr Perfect this year.Remember to introduce to me once you find one for screening k!haha..
I've been thinking bout the job I'm doing now..I still couldn't find a reason to agree that it's worth it..Yeah, it does give hell loads of exposures but that's it.I've been considering to go somewhere else but here I am, doing what I've been doing for the past 10 months still.This is where the image of Barisan Nasional's punye lambang tu (penimbang) comes into the picture, weighing between leaving or staying..I will be merunguting one night, telling my freinds how I can't stand the job and how depressed I was but I will be fine the next day, doing the same thing, the same procedures that I was bitching about last night..weird huh?..welcome to the other side of my life...
I had too much of audit already..somebody please get me out of here!
Everyone has different opinion when it comes to love..Some find that love is important and some even find love menyusahkan. You might not agree with me, but throughout this few years, I found that love is a journey of discovering your strength and weaknesses and also getting to know yourself more that sometimes, you never thought you are capable of doing such thing. Love does turns someone into a more mature person but this does not applies to everyone, not to i'm-always-right kind of person.
Throughout this few years, I have learnt that everyone has a different type of love story in their life and trust me, I have witnessed a few intresting one and eventhough it's not mine to bother, somehow you can't avoid it. The funny thing in life is, sometimes the things that taught you about life are not those which involved you, but its the things that happened to people around you.
Well, I have my own love story which might be intresting to some people but boring to others. Looking back, there are things that I wish I can change and there are moments that I wish to happen again.Along the way, I have discovered my strength and weaknesses, I get to know more about my love and I get to learn that I have a few friends that will always be there for me no matter what. Those who won't judged me for the path that I chosed but won't keep shut if they think what I did was wrong and I am thankful and blessed for that.
There was ups and downs in my love story and there was once, I almost lost my faith in love but sometimes you have to listen to what your heart says.Everything happens for a reason and life is not always a bed of roses.I learned that love is about give and take, it's about accepting differences and weaknesses, it's about forgiving, it's about letting go of the past, it's about discovering yourself, it's about being a better person and believing that you deserve the best in love.
I know that some were dissapointed with the decision I made in life especially on my relationship and I can totally understand why. I know people talk behind my back but it doesn't bothers me at all. I thank those who has been really understanding and supportive to me eventhough I know they do feel disappointed as well (deep inside la..) and I know they love me and only want the best for me. At the end of the day, it's my life's that I'm deciding and I know my decision now dictates the life I will lead in future but you can never know about it and can only hope for the best and of course berusaha from now.Life is about taking chances and failure is not the end of everything coz sometimes, it can be a start of something..
I will be getting engaged soon and I hope and pray that starting from now, we both will be more mature in making decisions and stronger in facing obstacles..Insyallah..