Qis..Wide Awake

Qis : Dimanakah aku ni..confusenye..

Qis : Uuuuuu...cantiknye mama aku..

Sorry if you think this is kinda syok sendiri..But I can't help myself as I find this pictures so cute and adorable..baru jumpe dalam camera my sis..This is baby Qis 4 days after her birth..

44 Days

Today is my 19th day of berpantang.. This stage of post natal sangat2 mencabar kesabaran saya..haha..Not much things to do..Other than feeding my baby, talk to her (not so much since she sleeps 24-7) plus the other things that I can do is lying around watching tv,makan, watching tv again, or surf the net..haha..boring tak? The truth is, I can easily list down my daily berpantang routine (itupun tak penuh satu A4 page..suku maybe?)

The past weekend had been quite busy..I had lots of relatives visiting me and my baby Qis..That was nice..Well at least ade bende nak buat..So, it was not a boring weekend..Majority of them would look at Qis and say "Putihnye anak kau ni K.Long..Ko makan ape mase mengandung?" Actually, I don have a specific answer for that question and I'm sorry for that (xde petua nak diturunkan)..Coz you know what? I practically eat everything during my pregnancy..Everything seems delicious to me..Haha..Trust me, I had no prob with food..but actually, soya bean and Tau Fu Fah was one of my favourites..If you consider that a petua..haha..

Seriously people, I can't wait for the 44 days to be over..Its kind of merimaskan at some point..But memikirkan orang kate its for our body's health and since badan ni nak pakai lame, I guess I'll just bear with it..Trying to shed some weight as well..Hopefully berjaya..haha..

To a fren who had finally decided to dump the current life and lead a new one, all the best to you dear..I seriously think you will do great in what you decided to do in future coz you are good at it already..I think the qualification or cert that you will get hanya untuk mengiakan that you have god given talent..hehe..Best wishes from me and kite akan doakan kejayaan awak!

To another fren who had difficulties in her current relationship, banyak2 bersabar..everything happened for a reason..ade hikmahnye jadi camtu..banyakkan berdoa and dekatkan diri padaNya bile you rasa sgt2 down..Maybe he is not "the one" and "the one" might still be out there waiting for you to find him..Kalu ade jodoh tak ke mane..You be strong girl!

Salam..

Baby QIS

Introducing ARISSA QISTINA SANI BT SANIZABRI..My first child, baby and eldest daughter. She is perfect! The picture tells everything..She was born on 11 Mac 2009, at 6.47pm..Normal birth, alhamdulillah..The pain, I can't ever describe but her cries when she's out makes it all worth it..Sakit woooo...But my husband was there with me, all the time..Thanks honey..Sampe nak koyak baju die ditarik dek menahan sakit..haha..

So I guess I'm in a new phase of my life now..I'm a mother now..Can I do it? I sure don't know but what I know is I will try my best to be a good mother!

The time has come..

So finally, my current engagement has ended..Well, at least for me..I have started my maternity leave..Its anytime ok! And I won't lie, sometimes cam cuak jugak..haha..I had my usual check up today (now its every one week)..Today, I get to see my baby's cheeks and ears..The cheeks sgt chubby ok!haha..Ikut mama die I supposed. The doc asked "Can you still work?"..Immediately I look at my mum, smile, and say "Yes!". Actually I think die nak bagi cuti kot but I have taken my own leave these two weeks.

Certain doctor mesti tanye kenape amik cuti awal sgt and why bazir your leave? I have no problem working..I can still carry files (limited la), can still carry my heavy laptop and I can still walk up and down the stairs to meet clients..The thing is, the stress yang I takleh nak tahan..Each time I stressed up, my tummy will also feel stressed and so does my baby. And that is one thing I don't want to tolerate anymore! But to tell you guys, eventhough I am on leave, I was never at home during the days..I will go out and jalan2 with my mum..Shopping!Haha..Orang kate lagi active lagi senang bersalin..

Seriously, I can't wait to welcome my baby to this world..There will be an additional member to my family now..Sani, me and my baby..I can't confirmed that its a girl coz one of my friend scanned and the doc said its a boy but she gave birth to a baby girl yesterday..Haha..Whichever it is, boy or girl, we both will accept it with open heart..Tak sabarnye nak tunggu new member!

As much as I'm happy with welcoming my baby, I am also at times, scared of the responsibilities that comes with it..Boleh ke aku jage die, besarkan die, and be a good mum at the same time? But you know what? I will sure do my best, that is for sure!

So kawan2, doakan saya bersalin dengan mudah nanti ok and semoga dikurniakan anak yang sihat walafiat..Insyallah..This will be my last entry before I give birth..This is one way for me to share what I'm feeling now coz I am nervous!

And yes Nadirah Lahuree, dalam pantang orang tak keluar rumah gi shopping2 or tgk wayang!Haha..Keep that in mind soon-to-be Auntie Dirah!