11 June 1984..

Today is the 10th of June 2011.

That means tomorrow I'm going to be 27 yrs old.

3 more years before I reach the thirties.

11th June 1984, i was born in HKL.now that I have experienced the pain and agony of giving birth, there is no one else I would like to wish and thank on my birthday other than my mother.

Mama, thank you for bringing me to this world and raising me with your endless love and support.I love you so much!

I have received my birthday gift from my hubby.One that I have been wanting to buy but keep on delaying it.Thank you so much sayang..

Still thinking of where to eat tomorrow night as Mr Hubby ask me to choose anywhere I want..He said,

"Double Tree Hotel pun boleh kalau ayang nak.."

So sweet!!still googling and asking around on the best place but I am thinking of Meatworks, Solaris Dutamas. Read it on my senior's blog, Kak Zety (yes, she went there for her bday as well) and her review is mouthwatering..haha..

So peeps, will let you know where I ended up celebrating my bday and will let you all have a glance at my bday present from Mr Hubby!!

Toodles!

Medan Bagi Sakit Badan..

Adoi..sakit badan!!

Letih berjalan kat Medan tak abis lagi..mane taknye, sampai di Medan naik bas ke Parapat sampai 6 hours..Jalan die?memang xde highway dan sangat rough!

Medan- Parapat -Pulau Samosir- Berastagi -Medan..the first 3 days kebanyakannye travelling dengan bas..tu yang balik rase flat gile!

Malas nak cite banyak, enjoy these pictures!!

Anyways, the holiday was great!all together 54 pax and everything went well, alhamdulillah..tahniah ain!*sambil tepuk bahu sendiri*another well organized holiday.

Cume malam last di Medan, kami naik becak (beca ditarik oleh motosikal..selalu dengan basikalkan?)Mungkin sebab udara tak bersih plus kami stuck dalam jam sambil makan asap, esoknye Qis macam batuk..

So sampai hari ni still batuk n selsema but getting better!risau jugak memule sebab takot kene bermalam kat spital lagi pulak cam dulu..hehe..alhamdulillah..

Next, nak kene organized my family's year end holiday pulak!!the most awaited holiday of the year!ngeh,ngeh!

toodles peeps!

VACAY,VACAY!!

VACAY,VACAY!!
I have officially started working this week.Now busy finalising my Company's trip to Medan.Will be going next week 1 June - 5 June.Looking forward for the trip.I really need a vacation after all the ups and down last few months.

Talking about vacation, Air Asia is now having BIG SALE for travelling period between Feb - June next year.Still thinking whether I should just buy the tickets since it is quite cheap and decide later whether we can make the trip or not.

There will be a few more confirmed vacation after Medan Insyallah.aIR aSIA,more great deals please!!so peeps,what's you holiday destination this year??

BlubellBlossoms

Introducing BlubellBlossoms!!

Ni online shop adik saya (saya partner tido jer)..so jemput2 la tengok and beli yer..

Shawl tu semue design adik saya sendiri..Klik je gambar di atas or kat belah kanan blog ni untuk ke blog nye...Cantik and quality terjamin!!

Support Malaysian product!!hehe..

Let it be

Hi peeps,

I'm still in my confinement period.Not so much things to do.After all, orang selalu pantang ade baby nak jage..Me? I only have to take care of my self..No baby cries, no late nights berjage or what not.

No worries, I'm ok..Lesser time spent termenung and lesser time spent crying now..I have to look forward and get over it.but that doesn't mean I have forgotten my daughter.She'll always be in my heart.

I was in a store earlier this week with Qis, my mum and my sister.Yes, awal sikit dah mule keluar rumah.Kalau orang tua mesti bising kan?ok, back to my story..Suddenly worker kedai tu tanye:

Anak akak sorang je ke?

Terkedu. I just don't know what to answer..but having a few other workers and customers looking at me waiting for an answer, I nodded slowly and moved away. Bukan menidakkan aku ade lagi sorang anak but I prefer not to talk about it..

Once you tell them the story, they will start asking and seeking for answers. Itu yang aku taknak..Kang dah macam storry teller pulak kat situ. Plus tak suke nak tengok muke kesian orang..

Let it be a story known by those who knows me. Let it be.

Qaisara, tunggu mama di pintu syurga...

Salam..

dear friends, saya telah selamat bersalin pada 20/03/2011 yang lalu..unfortunately, I lost my baby..Allah lebih sayangkan bayi kami..A cute baby girl @ 3.4kg and 58cm we named Arissa Qaisara Sani binti Sanizabri..

Yes, its tough but we are fine, Alhamdulillah..Kami redha dengan pemergiannya dan ujian yang Allah beri ini.Bukan rezeki kami dan kami percaya ada hikamh disebalik ape yang terjadi ni..

Doakan kami kuat menghadapi dugaan ini dan doakan yang terbaki buat saya, suami dan Qistina.Moga dimurahkan rezeki pada masa hadapan..

A note to Qaisara dari mama:

Qaisara,
9 bulan mama kandungkan Qaisara. Tak pernah terlintas dalam fikiran mama yang Qaisara akan pergi tinggalkan mama selepas 9 bulan dalam sekelip mata je..

Mama masih ingat tendangan dan gerakan Qaisara sebelum mama dibedah..Are you struggling dear?I hope not..Mama minta maaf sayang..I wish I knew..but Kuasa Allah mengatasi segala-galanya..

Tak sempat mama dengar tangisan dan rengekan Qaisara..Tak sempat mama susukan Qaisara..Tak sempat mama lihat mata Qaisara terbuka..

Tapi mama puas sebab mama sempat tatap and cium anak mama..Biarlah sekejap je mama dapat belai2 Qaisara..Sekejap je mama dapat peluk2 anak mama..Mama puas sayang..

Mama redha dengan pemergianmu sayang..Qaisara bukan hak mama..Allah lebih sayangkan Qaisara..Tunggu mama dan abah di pintu syurga ye sayang..

Takkan pernah mama and abah lupakan Qaisara..You will always be our second daughter, Arissa Qaisara Sani..Damailah kamu di sana anakku..

Al-fatihah..

Qis @ 23months..

Saje je nak tepek gambar Cik Qis saya..lame tak letak gambar die sini..ni mase percutian Cherating-Kuantan mase chinese new year hari tu...enjoy!

Qis memang tak takot air..

kepenatan lepas swimming

Cik kak cari sape tu???

ma,pakai senduk lagi senang nak makan...

Counting Days...

fuuuuuuuuhhhhh...fuuuuuuhhhhhh..sorry yer..nak tiup habuk2 kat blog ni sat..lame bebenor ghupenye tak update....siap ade tahi cicak sekali..hehe..

well, nak buek camno..banyak bebonar bondo nak buek eh..*datang mood nogori jap*

Next week start audit..jeng,jeng,jeng..harapnye tak terbersalin lagi mase tu...hari2 dok la usap perut cakap ngan baby "tunggu minggu lagi satu yer baru kuar sayang...mama ade one last task to do..."

Yes, I'm counting days je nih..tak sabar nak bersalin sebab nak tgk baby and dah penat nak bawak badan..but at the same time,cuak memikirkan 'battle' tu nanti..

Doakan ku sampat mengadap auditor and dipermudahkan bersalin yer rakan-rakan..will update you guys later!!!

Ya Allah, kepadaMu ku berserah, Permudahkanlah aku bersalin...

toodles peeps!!