Qisitna and her repertoire of cries...

My dear Qistina has been quite a cry-baby these few days..Maybe because she's not well or maybe this is just another phase of her growing up.Owh,I don't know.

To an untrained ear, a baby's cry is simply a baby's cry:loud,uncomfortable,interminable..u name it.As a mom, though, I learned that babies has a whole repertiore of shrieks,sobs and wails..but just when I think that I know what her cries means, she uses it in a whole different ways..sigh..

She would wails if I leave her even if its only for a second.Like I'm leaving her and will never come back.She would also cries if I watch the tv,or read papers/magazines or talk to the phone or do whatever that makes her lost my attention.

Sometimes its difficult for me to do other works as she always wants me or somebody beside her even when she's sleeping!She would constantly open her eyes,to ensure that someone is beside her that sometimes makes me wonder,is she really sleeping???

Ya Allah,please keep me calm and collected when this happens.Coz sometimes I can lose my patience and I am at risk of doing something or anything to make her stop crying, which is not a good strategy for the long run..

Whatever it is, I know crying is a way of communication for a baby.That's how they convey their emotions.And being understood is the biggest thing that babies, even us: adults, want when we cry.rite??

But sometimes it just gets on my nerves!

Qis sayang,mama is still learning and trying so hard to understand what is it that you want.I'm so sorry that sometimes I lose it.Just bear with each other k sayang..Mama love you so much!

Leisure week..or not?

None of the bosses will be in from today till Friday..Heaven..They went fishing in Kenyir,Terengganu.

My bosses,they always go fishing for a few days a few times a year..And those few times, would be a party leisure time for us,the staff..hehe..

Will be doing some personal stuff these few days..update my personal files,pay bills,etc....And of course,I will not try my best to read the UBS user manual plus (~Zzzzzzzz~) familiarised my self with the new system.Booh~san!

Or maybe,starting to read Breaking Dawn is a good idea.It has been there on my desk like yesterday forever!Hmmm..not a bad idea at all..

*sambil memandang je buku tu..feel nak membaca tak mai lagi la*

or maybe next time!

toodles!

Why are you here to stay??

I really need to shed some kgs..

*sigh*

I wish it is easy as it sounds..

*kgs,kgs go away..i don't want you here to stay..*
*I welcomed you when I'm preggy with Qis,but why would you stay,get lost please!*

Hah!macam lah salah berat tu aku 'sihat' camni..but seriously,selalu mesti tak berjaya sebab hangat-hangat tahi ayam.plus,menyusu badan buat jadi lagi susah nak let go nasi!!kadang-kadang menggigil..or maybe its just my mind..i don't know..

haih..pathetic me!!

*sambil tangan menyumbat biskut ke mulut,lepas lunch pizza tadi*

A 'package',no mother would want!!

Qistina x sihat the whole week,again..*sigh*..orang kate budak nak membesar memang macam tu..

Package demam+batuk+selsema and this time,plus mate selalu bertahi..mungkin sebab panas..kesian anak mama..

Me and hubby paling takot kalau die batuk..especially kalau berkahak..we certainly don't want to spend any night in the ward dah..serik tengok Qis kene cucuk..

Nak bagi anak mama makan ubat pun susah..kalau orang tengok situasi mase Qistina makan ubat,sure orang kate mama die kejam..

But what to do..she has to consume it no matter what...meronta-ronta Qistina,mulut tak nak buka..sorry dear, no compromise..

Saturday morning I had to rush her to the hospital.She seems like she's having difficulty with her breathing..Plus, the other week, my officemate's daughter kene H1N1 and she told me the symptoms..I prayed all the way to the hospital,hoping that the doctor won't tell me that it's H1N1.

Syukur Alhamdulillah..it's not H1N1..die batuk,demam and selsema biase je..plus peti suare die bengkak..but again,another set of medicine and another whole new drama mama-i-don't-want-to-consume-these-medicines!

*sigh*

yang penting Qis sihat..I'm sorry I had to make you consumed the medication.I'm sorry I had to force it down your throat.What I did and will do is for you to get better sayang..Kalau Qis xnak makan ubat,cepat baik ye sayang..

xoxo..

excitement,exhaustion, and everything in between!

Uiih, dah lame tak update blog..malas busy sgt! So here it goes..

We spent Chinese New Year in Kulai,Johor.3 days 2 nights, free accomodation (sebab duk umah kakak ipar).It was fun but cuaca yang sangat panas dan berbahang agak mengganggu holiday ini.Ya Allah,sgt mencabar cuaca lately ni..

Our little Qistina turn out to be yang paling excited throughout this holiday sebab Qis xnak tido langsung mase siang (usually she would sleep around 3-4 hours day time).Happy main dengan sepupu sepapat sampai x ingat nak tido.mate dah kuyu but dok lawan la mate tu taknak tido punye pasal.Alahai anak mama..

Malam pulak mesti merengek dulu mase nak tido sebab cuace sgt panas..xyah kate Qis, mama and abah pun xleh nak tahan panas tu (syndrome biase tido dalam aircond).Siap mengigau lagi sebab galak sgt main siang2..

Sempat la kami ke Danga Bay and mandi-mande di sungai Gunung Pulai..Again,Qis la yang paling excited bile nampak air..

oh,seronoknye air...

let me go abah..Qis nak berenang sendiri..

yeeeee...renang berirama...

i said let me go abah!!

Now you guys now betapa Qistina suke bile dapat swimming...Btw,Qistina slept throughout the whole journey back to Kuala Lumpur..soundless, 4 hours..mane taknye..3 hari kat Kulai,3 hari la susah nak tido...hehe..kepenatan anak mama..

It was good to be home..coz I finally got my aircond back!!haha..trust me, I can be very ugly bile kepanasan..tu yang sanggup start kete, dok dalam aircond tuh!!Me sgt kuat berpeluh..dok dalam aircond pun still boleh berpeluh sometimes..and cuaca macam ni certainly is not helping..

It was raining cats and dogs yesterday,finally!tapi aku still terasa bahang kepanasan + sweating like h***!!macam mane??haih,tinggi la bil api rumah ku bulan ni...

*tangan dah pegang remote aircond*

To Nadirah Lahuree with love..

This entry is specially dedicated to Nadirah Lahuree.



Dear Dirah,

Sometimes you might feel sad and lonely,
Sometimes you might feel as if the world is against you,
Sometimes you might feel you want to pack your bag there n then n board the next flight home..
And macam-macam lagilah..God knows what you feel at that point of time..

But when that times come, kite harap awak tabahkan hati and sentiasa ingat Allah.
Always remember that Allah will always be with you and you have me and us (your crazy ones) with you as well..
You can count on us.Eventhough jauh beribu2 batu, you know we will try our best to reach out and help you, by any means.

I wish you all the best and I know you can do it!
This is what you want and you go for it girl!
Make youself proud, that is the most important thing.Others comes later..

I know you will do fine there.Insyallah.
Just be you.Kite doakan semoga your year there berjalan dengan lancar..
And trust no one but yourself ok!!
*eh, dah macam mak la pulak..hehe..*

Anyhoo, me and baby Qis will miss you.
Keep in touch eh,and always update your blog so we can keep ourselves updated with what's going on there!
And again, sorry sebab tak dapat hantar..
my prayers are for you!

You take care girl!
Love you!xoxo..

Xtra 2 kgs perhaps??

Maka bermula lah entry ku untuk menceritakan alkisah ku mentekedarah makan-makan sepanjang berada di Kuala Pilah weekend baru nih..

peringatan: entry ini bukan untuk di baca oleh orang yang kebuluran lapar!!

28/01/10:
malam pertama di Pilah kami dah pi makan seafood di resthouse Pilah.menunye?ikan stim, sotong goreng tepung,buttered prawn,kailan goreng,ketam masak kam heong and tauhu jepun sizzling!!aduh, masih meleleh air liur mengenangkannye!!even when I'm typing it now!saje je ku bold kan makanan2 itu..hehe

29/01/10:
bfast di tempat favourite..sebut je ape nak?semue ade di situ..tapi yang famousnye kat situ ialah lontong sotong nye..sedap menjilat jari kaki!!lnasi eamk ade,roti canai ade, goreng2 semue ade!!

lunch dah pi makan di rumah kenduri..mase sampai tu dah kelaparan tahap gaban..sampai2 orang dah abis makan.padan muke datang lambat.so kami makan di dapur.gulai daging,sambal udang, kubis goreng n ikan masin...kuih muih yang pelbagai!

malam tu kami makan sup tulang, sambal ikan talapia, kari kambing, rendang hati/paru/perut...rendang organ itu sgt pedas..berasap telingeku makan..tapi waalllaaa!!dan ku balik ke rumah dengan perut yang kekenyangan and agak tak selesa sebab makan macam2..

30/01/10:
hari majlis!me and mr. hubby sampai lambat sebab tunggu Qistina bangun.maka kami pun dapat la melayan mate tidor sekali.sampai ke majlis dah kul 11.30 am, just nice for lunch..kalau majlis kat kampung mule awal selalunye..mase ku sampai pun tetamu dah ramai..

terus ke buffet amik makanan..gulai daging,gulai pisang, rendang daging, pajeri terung,ayam goreng,ikan masin..sodap eh sampai menjilat jari den.den dok meratah ayam goreng tu yo!!bubur kacang pun ado!!adoi...mati muntah den dek makan yo!

malam tu before heading back to KL,sempat singgah makan di kedai 3 minit (hubby and adik2ku yang bagi name tu)..alkisahnye kedai ini mendapat nama itu sebab sekejap je makanan sampai..secepat 3 minit!!hehe..siakap 3 rasa,sotong goreng tepung,kailan,tomyam n telur dadar...bbbuuurrrrppp!!!

dan berakhirlah weekend makan-makan tu..skarang percaya tak bile ku kata weekend mentekedarah???hehe..saje je di bold kan makanan-makanan itu..to justify that my weekend memang penuh dengan makanan!!

eh, cam lapar la pulak..

toodles peeps!*sambil berjalan ke dapur*